tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-69992642012-01-20T14:37:06.044+08:00Mia Ortiznoreply@blogger.comBlogger2531100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6999264.post-81737915332447163062011-12-23T14:55:00.006+08:002011-12-23T15:06:35.589+08:00

WaitingDec. 18, 2011While waiting for my turn at the toilet at a restaurant, the guy behind me said, "waiting."i said, "yeah." i thought that's what we actually do most of our lives. waiting. waiting for something exciting to happen, waiting for the next big thing, the next birthday, the next Christmas, next job, next love...Qumoquotable quotes:Dec 23, 2011Gay friend: you like kakanin ha (because

Mia Ortiznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6999264.post-190325322568874922011-11-18T10:58:00.005+08:002011-11-18T11:29:53.828+08:00

Birthday log.It's a good thing to note that this year I am not sick...physically and emotionally. Although I was alone, I'm in a good place when I celebrated my birthday.I have planned to go to Thailand since early this year with a friend who is also going to celebrate his birthday in November (we're just a few days apart) but since he doesn't want to wade on the flood water in Bangkok, I went

Mia Ortiznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6999264.post-13106077411118032762011-10-09T13:06:00.001+08:002011-10-10T21:45:19.644+08:00

I feel like I lost my mama all over again.Today, an asshole low life creature stole my topaz necklace from my neck. The necklace that my mama gave me when I graduated from high school.I felt really really bad. It really broke my heart. I had a premonition, I should have listened to my instincts.I hope that rat gets what he deserves in life! >:-(

Mia Ortiznoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6999264.post-61601296463740490112011-10-04T11:27:00.002+08:002011-10-04T11:30:42.612+08:00

So I swam yesterday to drown the pain I have felt the day before. Men cannot be fully trusted with a woman's heart. Sweet words are just words if not coupled with actions. I should have known. I mean really, I'm already an expert at this and I grew up with my dad telling me that men cannot be trusted (speaking from his own experience, he used to have 3 girlfriends at one time).So anyway, after

Mia Ortiznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6999264.post-15613904460056073372011-07-31T18:18:00.004+08:002011-07-31T18:30:52.669+08:00

Here are some thoughts that have been sitting on my phone's draft folder. Now to save some bytes,I'm now blogging them here (well not everything,I now deleted my conspiracy theory on al queda hahaha)For me, the loneliest and most empowering experience is being helpless in the worst situation. Right then, I realized that I have nobody to depend on but myself. I am glad that I am able to get

Mia Ortiznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6999264.post-34792607255690908552011-07-23T23:51:00.003+08:002011-07-23T23:58:15.290+08:00

Ever felt that you don't have anything to say? Anything that you think is interesting and worthwhile sharing? I'm feeling like this for a long time now, hence, my very very active blog.It is not that nothing is ever happening to me. A lot has been happening, I just don't feel like sharing.I must be getting old that I just care less about anything superficial, trivial or political or I just lost

Mia Ortiznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6999264.post-9443948637032560652011-06-24T08:47:00.000+08:002011-06-24T08:50:32.175+08:00

I know mama and God is always there guiding or helping me whenever I needed it. They sent "Loida", a complete stranger, from out of nowhere. She guided me last night through a flooded street (flood is up to mid-thigh). She was my guardian angel for that night. Thank you, wherever you are.

Mia Ortiznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6999264.post-47442230685110546022011-06-18T20:26:00.001+08:002011-06-18T20:28:29.561+08:00

You fingertips against my skinThe palm trees swaying in the windImagesYou sang me spanish lullabiesThe sweetest sadness in your eyesClever trickI never want to see you unhappyI thought you’d want the same for meGoodbye, my almost loverGoodbye, my hopeless dreamI’m trying not to think about youCan’t you just let me be?So long, my luckless romanceMy back is turned on youI should’ve known you’d

Mia Ortiznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6999264.post-39026437900500775782011-04-05T20:54:00.002+08:002011-06-18T19:32:36.609+08:00

You know how your instincts work when you are in danger? That feeling that you should get out of the situation while you still can?Good thing I did not faint in the sauna. I did throw up some saliva and water but I was fine after a few minutes. Whew. That was close. I thought people would just find me lying on the sauna floor.It is the first time that that happened to me. I've been going there

Mia Ortiznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6999264.post-83717974678097171172011-02-13T14:19:00.004+08:002011-06-18T19:31:36.840+08:00

I posted on facebook, "given the status of divorce and separation rates, do I want to get married?" without thinking how this would affect my best friend...who is getting married at the end of the year and who got me as one of her Maid of Honor. I felt bad after realizing what effect it might have on her and good thing she had the maturity and the security that the post did not come as a threat

Mia Ortiznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6999264.post-16367160806592113092011-02-09T10:28:00.002+08:002011-06-18T19:33:20.776+08:00

My love,Its been a long time since i criedand left you out of the blue.Its hard leaving you that way whenI never wanted to.Self-denial is a gameso strange i never would'vewanted till there was you.cause i have learned that love is beyondwhat human can imagine,the more it clears the more i have to let you go.[Chorus:]thats why i don't understand why im feelingso bad now when i know it was my

Mia Ortiznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6999264.post-84453672929890899802011-02-04T12:14:00.001+08:002011-06-18T19:33:33.216+08:00

I've decided to look at my waistline instead of my weight as basis for my exercise goal. So I learned that waistline should be between 39.5 to 48% of your height. Therefore, the normal and healthy waistline for my height should be between 24 to 29 inches. 2 more inches to go!

Mia Ortiznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6999264.post-35077872372007767182011-01-26T10:45:00.003+08:002011-06-18T19:31:36.842+08:00

Just skipped a heart beat when I saw your message. If there is a limit for sending message replies I know your reply was waaaay beyond that period....but as you said, better late than never :)I was really delighted that you did. I was super "kinikilig" with it. I'm really excited to see you and talk to you again. Now I can't help over analyzing this. I have to stop.So far, you have made my

Mia Ortiznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6999264.post-60150133986658656852010-12-14T09:47:00.002+08:002011-06-18T19:31:36.843+08:00

you are giving me a heart ache right now. this is the reason why i don't want to fall in love :(that is why i want to keep it in the cognitive level as much as possible :(i think i should restrain myself from talking you again or from looking at your profile and pictures.

Mia Ortiznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6999264.post-72500434604446369722010-12-09T16:42:00.002+08:002011-06-18T19:50:59.223+08:00

One of the Facebook applications have came up with this cool idea of collecting (and selecting) all your statuses in the past months and create a neat collage of statuses...my life in 2010 based on my facebook statuses. I'm posting mine here. I consider 2010 as the year of travel and adventure!

Mia Ortiznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6999264.post-20657270078641156642010-12-02T16:53:00.003+08:002011-06-18T19:31:36.847+08:00

for the first time in my life i have made the first move to tell someone that i really really like him to the point that i think i'm already in love with him. the next question i asked myself and of him...given the current status and the time spent together, is it normal to be in love? literature have suggested several times that infatuation, the feeling of being in love, the love at first sight.

Mia Ortiznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6999264.post-57604715069927070212010-11-23T17:48:00.003+08:002011-06-18T19:31:36.849+08:00

I'm like a deep water...calm on the surface but turbulent underneath.Am I in love? I don't know. But for sure I am infatuated with someone right now and it is scary. We are not in an exclusive relationship yet and I don't know if it will ever happen...there is just a possibility and I want to prepare myself for it.It kinda sucks sometimes because I get jealous. And I don't usually get jealous or

Mia Ortiznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6999264.post-57170058748167893432010-11-11T22:13:00.003+08:002011-06-18T19:34:04.552+08:00

and what does it feel like? i feel awesome now! i feel good. i feel satisfied but i feel that there is more to come...more experiences and more adventures. i refuse to not LIVE the rest of my life. I'm less than half way to go considering the life expectancy of Filipino women (which is projected at 72 years by the way). i've been doing the things i love...it may be hurting my pocket sometimes but

Mia Ortiznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6999264.post-82232636966719580702010-10-26T16:03:00.001+08:002011-06-18T19:35:13.106+08:00

I have asked for a change in my life under my breath. I have wished to go to Africa and work there...under my breath. I didn't know that God's ears was very sharp that he can hear prayers and wishes under my breath.Now, I have the chance to make changes...major changes. The question is, am I brave enough to take it. Oh Lord...mother...help me decide.

Mia Ortiznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6999264.post-79144289598141631532010-10-15T16:34:00.002+08:002011-06-18T19:35:13.108+08:00

What day is a working day that feels like a non-working holiday? - a payday Friday where all your superiors are on vacation leave, no report deadlines and you have no client meetings the whole day! Happy weekend everyone! :D

Mia Ortiznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6999264.post-28035521245577086512010-10-06T09:31:00.001+08:002011-06-18T19:31:36.850+08:00

I read on the Internet somewhere and heard on the radio (like months ago) that smart women find it difficult to look for a mate.Either I'm smart or women with partners are dumb.Now, do I want to continue being smart or be dumb for a change?

Mia Ortiznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6999264.post-14229722054509416592010-10-05T18:36:00.001+08:002011-06-18T19:35:13.110+08:00

I believe in reincarnation and I always justify killing ants, cockroaches, rodents, mosquitoes and flies as an act of kindness (although it may have a bad karmic effect on my side). I'm thinking they probably don't want to live as pests. Anyway, I'm sure they'll be reincarnated to a "superior" living thing, not necessarily human by the way, a sycamore perhaps?Now, how to justify killing human "

Mia Ortiznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6999264.post-29768176250669454882010-09-29T12:13:00.003+08:002011-06-18T19:50:59.225+08:00

I was thinking about last night that love and bungee jumping are two experiences that are very similar. They are very much alike. Here are the similarities:> you take great risks> it can be a matter of life and death situation> it can cause you great joy or extreme pain> you leap, dive and fall, trusting that the "rope" will save you or hoping the "air bag" will catch you> it gives you

Mia Ortiznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6999264.post-23827806818270686222010-09-02T20:06:00.003+08:002011-06-18T19:35:13.111+08:00

Last night, I was feeling like I had enough of everything...of everything insane that I have been doing for the past years.I was wishing, while it was pouring hard last night, that the rain would wash me of the filth that I have coated myself in the past years. The filth that I used to cover the pain, to build the mask...the thing that I used to create a different personality...to push the limits

Mia Ortiznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6999264.post-82850713833867417722010-07-30T14:48:00.004+08:002011-06-18T19:38:13.388+08:00

should i make myself noticed?should i make myself heard?should i just remain quiet?let myself feel the hurt?for your sake i will remain silenttry not to make my presence feltwill just observe you from a distancehappy to steal just a glancei don't want to create discomfortirritation, trouble or confusioni just want to love you from afarjust hiding, peeping through a door ajari saw this poem

Mia Ortiznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6999264.post-47026253123323963762010-07-30T14:40:00.000+08:002011-06-18T19:41:37.089+08:00

I know this is kind of morbid but I always think of decapitation by elevator whenever I would ride the elevator. Must be influenced by some Hollywood horror flick.Is that so sad or just disturbing?

Mia Ortiznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6999264.post-43278416624588646042010-06-02T10:09:00.003+08:002011-06-18T19:35:59.771+08:00

Dear Frank,Still TRYING to convince myself (yes until now, for 1 year and 3 months) that we shouldn't be together....even if you're with someone else now.It's probably my way of consoling myself that in case we would be together it wouldn't work out...we would just be hurting in the end so might as well not start it.The truth is I know I can be so madly in love with you and can be soooo

Mia Ortiznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6999264.post-62696029505307934342010-05-21T16:36:00.002+08:002011-06-18T19:35:59.773+08:00

i just wish i have the courage to introduce myself to you. there are several occasions when we get on the elevator at the same timeyou would smile at me (or at least i thought you were smiling at me) and i would smile back.words were never exchanged between us, just gestures of hello.oh how i wish you or i can utter the word "hello" and hopefully...hopefully continue something like "would you

Mia Ortiznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6999264.post-46565697295280869772010-04-26T00:21:00.001+08:002011-06-18T19:35:59.775+08:00

talking to friends about sex, love, dating and religion. what a night!

Mia Ortiznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6999264.post-28601043103746063032010-04-22T15:00:00.002+08:002010-04-22T15:02:35.307+08:00

I had a very good dream last night. The kind that you only see in Quintin Tarantino movies, very vivid and colorful but with less gore, blood and action. The set up was in a Latin American country, might be in Mexico or Peru. One of the scenes I remember was there was a wedding....two weddings I think. For the first wedding, I remember the bride to be wearing a white dress and a white veil.

Mia Ortiznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6999264.post-45972346353135035002010-04-03T11:52:00.001+08:002011-06-18T19:37:41.881+08:00

Signs are appearing again everywhere and they're telling me that you are here.I'm still missing you Frank and I'm constantly thinking about you. I'm even having dreams about you. If I can just turn back the hands of time, I would have done things differently and maybe just maybe we would turn out to be ok.How I wish we or I would have another chance, another shot on finding out if it could lead

Mia Ortiznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6999264.post-42159071246484194422010-03-20T16:22:00.002+08:002010-03-20T16:27:46.838+08:00

hey, i missed seeing your ip address from my go stats...it's intriguing to know who actually reads my blog.i just hope it's not a bot.

Mia Ortiznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6999264.post-46445196634135392242010-03-18T11:27:00.002+08:002011-06-18T19:37:41.883+08:00

i know it's kind of cheesy and it's not probably within my personality to be saying this but i truly genuinely find falling or being in love an amazing experience.i mean out of all the million people in the world (kind of remind you of that barry manilow song) how in the hell they get to meet and fall in love. how in the world that person knows that he or she is the "one" in this world.it's just

Mia Ortiznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6999264.post-46559340457807752462010-03-15T17:55:00.001+08:002011-06-18T19:39:24.732+08:00

ive been asking myself more and more these past days...what's the purpose of my existence? why am i still here? what am i working for?

Mia Ortiznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6999264.post-35880119780045319392010-03-09T18:57:00.002+08:002011-06-18T19:37:41.885+08:00

I'm getting tired of this freaking dating game and I'm getting tired of guys who say they're available but not really, puts you on a pedestal and watch you fall.Why can't I just meet you....my one and only so we could be together forever and ever or until death do us part?I'm tired. I'll just probably stop. Now.

Mia Ortiznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6999264.post-17625320612208489812010-02-23T12:53:00.002+08:002011-06-18T19:37:41.886+08:00

i was reminiscing past conversations with different people and with myself when i'm alone while walking towards the bank under the heat of the noon sun...1. you know you're still not ready for any type of commitment if you still feel that you want (need) to flirt or sex with any people at any given time2. you know you're not yet ready to settle down yet if you think how you can flirt with a

Mia Ortiznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6999264.post-31783947786947648392010-02-20T21:42:00.001+08:002011-06-18T19:39:24.734+08:00

there's this sadness that i can't explain am i missing someone so badly? my mom?

Mia Ortiznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6999264.post-72176436482440193752010-02-20T19:20:00.003+08:002011-06-18T19:37:41.888+08:00

what does it mean when you see signs like a flag, name, anything related to that person? i've been having these "signs" since last month...and i was able to confirm with a friend that Frank is here since last month...are those kinds of connections really exist? why? what does it mean? like even if you don't see the person you have an inkling that they're here?i have decided to bombard myself with

Mia Ortiznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6999264.post-30158360033586586452010-02-02T16:58:00.001+08:002011-06-18T19:37:41.890+08:00

stop confusing me.what's your objective in contacting me again and telling me that???what do you want from me?

Mia Ortiznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6999264.post-47643853273006771752010-01-15T19:32:00.003+08:002011-06-18T19:37:41.891+08:00

i don't know if i would be happy or feel sad about this...i dated a guy i really like, he was also so into me. during the date he said, "i'm really so excited to see you, you are so beautiful and smart...i'm so attracted to you". the next day after the date, he wrote me an email at 7.30 in the morning, "i can't see you again because if i did i know there's going to be an emotional connection and

Mia Ortiznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6999264.post-1798236115351809912010-01-13T16:41:00.003+08:002011-06-18T19:37:41.893+08:00

With the things I'm doing right now, I wonder if I would ever have the chance to be with The One.

Mia Ortiznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6999264.post-26890301253682141722009-12-07T12:00:00.001+08:002011-06-18T19:39:24.736+08:00

wondering why despite the opportunities being created, the want and the need seem to be not fulfilled.i'm beginning to think that some things are beyond my control...and should be left to destiny.this is a baffling realization(12/10/2009)....but then again, i'm just being too picky.

Mia Ortiznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6999264.post-18871526913379536142009-11-24T15:46:00.001+08:002011-06-18T19:40:16.839+08:00

can someone please give me a lobotomy now??!!! or does anyone have here a machine that makes you forget people? like the one in the eternal sunshine for the spotless mind?frank must be really tired...he keeps running on my mind the whole day and night! i can't stop thinking about him arrgghh!!!

Mia Ortiznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6999264.post-11102402210368421832009-11-23T09:55:00.003+08:002011-06-18T19:39:24.737+08:00

Everyone, please chant this mantra:"Destiny lies NOT in the stars but in OURSELVES"Take things as it is, do not make any interpretations and do not over analyze. It's nothing but pure coincidence. It's a free country.

Mia Ortiznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6999264.post-48568718231290104872009-11-22T22:19:00.001+08:002011-06-18T19:37:41.895+08:00

why o why of all places you have to be there and with a girl???i hope you did not notice how affected i was knowing you were there. i was very conscious of my actions. i wasn't able to eat because of my nervousness but i guess i handled it very well.i never thought that i would experience such feelings again.it's just a coincidence. just pure coincidence. it doesn't mean anything.

Mia Ortiznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6999264.post-77764936540638804682009-11-11T09:45:00.002+08:002011-06-18T19:39:50.243+08:00

Everything's planned for the day.I will work the whole day. Answer to client's calls and emails. Reply to greetings. Go home and have dinner with family.No special activities, no surprises, no gifts. My birthday is just any other day. I don't feel special, I don't feel sad nor happy. I feel neutral. Same feeling I had yesterday and the days before.I'm grateful though for another year and thankful

Mia Ortiznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6999264.post-59175380310161605512009-11-10T11:44:00.002+08:002011-06-18T19:39:24.739+08:00

seriously, at what age does a girl become a dalaga (lady)??? relatives have been telling me that "uy dalaga na siya" (she's now a dalaga) whenever they would see me wearing a skirt, heels or wearing make-up.so a dalaga would mean any girl or woman of any age who is wearing a skirt, high heels shoes and make-up a dalaga??? a 4-year old wearing skirt and a bit of make-up means she's a dalaga???

Mia Ortiznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6999264.post-38208241635058742292009-10-27T17:38:00.003+08:002011-06-18T19:46:16.337+08:00

i seriously wanted to work to another country. i just wanted to get out of this country, not for anything else but for me. i wanted new surroundings, work with new things, work with new people. i wanted to work in a place where no one knows me. i love my family and friends and am currently enjoying the relationship i have with my co-workers, i like my job despite the challenges but i just felt

Mia Ortiznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6999264.post-39745217899914338832009-10-25T23:41:00.002+08:002011-06-18T19:37:41.897+08:00

it took me a friend, 3 weeks of cough and colds, and a sex and the city movie for me to realize that i shouldn't give up on the one thing that could possibly ever make me happy...and no it's not just chocolates.everytime i would get my heart break i always take a note to self that men cannot be trusted...they're incapable of loving and are infidels...i have proven this to what seems a thousand

Mia Ortiznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6999264.post-60477903574526024002009-10-23T13:46:00.003+08:002011-06-18T19:39:24.741+08:00

eksaktong isang taon nang mamaalam si mama.eksaktong isang taon ko nang naiisip kung umuwi lang sana ako ng maaga, kung sana ay di na lang ako pumasok, kung sana ay dinala na namin sana sya sa ospital kahapon pa lang...nakakalungkot, masakit isipin pa rin.may mga bagay na nahiling na hindi naibigay tulad ng pagbibiyahe sa kung saan mang lugar nang kaming dalawa lang o ng pagbibigay ng kaligayahan

Mia Ortiznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6999264.post-47947944937911900522009-10-22T12:46:00.004+08:002011-06-18T19:39:24.743+08:00

i just feel so sad today. i wanted to cry so bad but i can't.i wanted to just stare blankly to whatever.the weather and my health condition is uncooperative.i wanted to go somewhere where either i can be alone or with friends to get him off of my mind. he was never mine in the first place and so i should not be feeling this way but i feel really sad.what should i do?

Mia Ortiznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6999264.post-53891847005937686482009-10-22T00:01:00.005+08:002011-06-18T19:37:41.898+08:00

When friends around you start getting hooked up, are planning to get married, or had a new baby, you can't help wonder when are these things going to happen to you. You get impatient, you suddenly feel lonely, then sad, then pathetic and then do things you thought would somehow fill out the void inside of you.I just received a sad news today. I learned from a common friend that, Frank, whom I am

Mia Ortiznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6999264.post-25451637235747742322009-10-17T19:11:00.002+08:002011-06-18T19:39:50.245+08:00

being sick and tired most of the time.If only I can trade my throat for new ones. Been barking like a dog for more than a week now...antibiotics and antitussive drugs doesn't seen to work.Why is it that whenever my birthday is just around the corner I get sick?I'm so fucking hating this.

Mia Ortiznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6999264.post-22719246002015715112009-10-13T19:03:00.003+08:002011-06-18T19:40:35.008+08:00

Estrada-Binay for Pres and VP respectively??? elch nakakasuka! ( really really hope and pray that the supreme court would rule against Estrada. This country doesn't deserve a convicted president!!!Better yet...there should be a mandate that ex-cons can't run for presidency as moral grounds)Chiz Escudero for President tangena e wala naman ginawa sa senado ang hayup na yan e...puro daldal lang.

Mia Ortiznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6999264.post-39312964088617170662009-10-10T18:03:00.001+08:002011-06-18T19:50:59.227+08:00

Ako ngayo'y lumilipad at nasa langit na. Gusto mo bang sumama?

Mia Ortiznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6999264.post-57748498008369171342009-10-02T09:40:00.005+08:002009-10-02T10:22:59.170+08:00

Would love to have a white russian tonight...with cherry.Been craving it since yesterday. Bailey's would be fine too...or a chocolate mudshaker...arctic vodka would also be very nice.Nice company when Pepeng (aka Parma) touch base...together with my guitar singing the typhoon away.

Mia Ortiznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6999264.post-77836048866028189352009-09-17T14:57:00.003+08:002011-06-18T19:46:16.339+08:00

One of the steps I did to working towards financial freedom is to cut credit cards one at a time.I have this concept that I'm financially free if I have no need for credit cards.So there.

Mia Ortiznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6999264.post-41157108338675502382009-09-09T19:32:00.004+08:002009-09-09T20:06:16.892+08:00

The following are my thoughts on the below excerpts from the episode "Insensitive".I'm not saying I'm afraid of commitment, it's just that for me, it's a too big responsibility...more than I think I can handle right now. I know what it's like and it's not easy."[Cut to lab. Cameron and Foreman are running tests.]Cameron: Past 3 a.m. on Valentine’s Day night. I assume you had a date with

Mia Ortiznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6999264.post-61589356966064207482009-09-07T14:10:00.001+08:002011-06-18T19:50:59.229+08:00

The first fall was really awesome!!!

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I know my mother is happy wherever she is...in the loving arms of God. From time to time she would visit us through dreams. My father, my brothers, my cousins...even my Aunt would dream about her. In our dreams she would always seem to be very alive, very happy and very healthy. She's beautiful like she is in her prime and very radiant.I was approached by my Aunt-in-law...my mom's first cousin's

Mia Ortiznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6999264.post-18558460239184895632009-09-01T15:37:00.002+08:002009-09-01T15:48:58.469+08:00

i'd like to think that every time i would see his face on the left side of my profile page, it means he has recently viewed my profile. if only i have the guts to tell him "hey, frank, i feel i'm in love with you...at least i really really think i like you a lot"i have this really great idea of a relationship, of family, of having kids...and i do want that in my life sometime...but now...i'm not

Mia Ortiznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6999264.post-62235316547031824722009-08-27T20:38:00.001+08:002009-08-27T20:39:57.166+08:00

i still miss frank :( hay.

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Shot taken on one rainy night in July '09. I forgot which date. I used my Sony Ericsson Z310i for this.

Mia Ortiznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6999264.post-46147167338546524622009-08-13T16:43:00.002+08:002009-08-13T16:48:12.847+08:00

This is one of my favorite shots. I was lucky to get a shot of the light house. Overlooking is San Diego downtown and Coronado Bridge from Sheraton Hotel in North Harbor.This picture was taken on August 10, 2009.

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One of the things I learned in this life is if you want something, be humble enough to ask for it.No matter what it is, be thick faced and ask for it. There's nothing to loose and you have a bigger probability that you will get or receive what you ask for.So go ahead, dare to ask!Carpe diem!although i'm shy to assert myself most of the time hehehe...

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@ Jojo's house

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@ Jojo's house

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@ Jojo's house

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Manuel...I crush you!!!:-*

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sa bakuran ni lola.

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Along pasig river

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Lrt2 going to recto

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If I face the same problems and issues year after year, have I really improved? If I have learned from my mistakes, I wouldn't be experiencing the same problems and issues...Would I be able to say I have grown closer to my ideal person?

Mia Ortiznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6999264.post-89831810188379423132009-06-07T01:57:00.003+08:002009-06-07T02:12:58.237+08:00

Currently listening to Hallelujah by Jeff BuckleyIt's been over 3 months since we last saw each other. I still think of Frank from time to time...well everyday...twice a day the very least...when I woke up and when I am about to sleep.Would always check on his profile whenever I log on to a social networking site. Would even sometimes google his name...sooooo pathetic.I am waiting for the day

Mia Ortiznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6999264.post-91479988467555293442009-06-01T20:11:00.000+08:002009-06-04T20:25:04.066+08:00

On the Hayden and Katrina HaliliI seriously believe that the press or the media has the moral obligation to present newsworthy articles...by newsworthy I mean news that has a big impact or meaning in the lives of the greater population whether good or bad. What impact or meaning does this scandal have in my life or anyone's life? This issue should have been in the entertainment section not in the

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Hmmm di na namin nakakasabay si soulmate ah...mabuti naman...at least di masyado mainit sa fx.==============Di ko na din nakakasbay si ombre sa elevator ah. Promise mag-hi ako or bibigyan ko sya ng matamis kong ngiti pag nakasabay ko ulit=============Lesson for the day:Never allow yourself to be photographed wearing something awkward. It will be the end of your career if in case you become famous

Mia Ortiznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6999264.post-30370465345802182782009-05-14T14:37:00.003+08:002009-05-14T14:42:51.199+08:00

Dakong alas-siete hanggang alas-nuwebe pasado sa umaga, may mga nagtitinda ng ulam sa may sidewalk ng intersection ng Kalayaan Ave at Fort Bonifacio. "Ale, pagbilan nga po ng kanin, beinte pesos na pakbet...at limang pisong alikabok."==============Tangina, Binay for President????!!!! (nakasulat sa isang poste malapit sa flyover papuntang edsa galing ng Kalayaan ave sa makati) Tangina. Feeling mo

Mia Ortiznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6999264.post-78189274577122168842009-04-19T16:25:00.003+08:002009-04-19T16:42:08.384+08:00

Last night I was at Mugen in Metrowalk in Pasig, a very loud bar and restaurant (the kind that would take out the wax off of your ear and leave you asking "what?" the whole evening everytime you try to have a conversation. It's the kind of place you would take a date if you are terrified or just don't want to talk to your date), with a friend.The bands were OK. The first band was uber funny. The

Mia Ortiznoreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6999264.post-80691978655605079252009-03-10T13:28:00.002+08:002009-03-10T13:32:34.911+08:00

Sabado Lunch:Papa: Alam mo dapat tinitigilan mo na ang pag-inom ng softdrinks. Malakas makataba yan.Ako: Masarap kasi sa ulam na 'to (laing) parang magkapartner sila.Papa: I'd rather see you drink beer than drink softdrinksAko (sa sarili ko lang): Ayos ah!Papa: Did you know that beer is a food? (Insert history of beer here)Tuesday Agahan:Papa: (smiling deviously)Ako: O bakit mo ako nginingitian

Mia Ortiznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6999264.post-16087738914131361082009-03-06T16:45:00.004+08:002009-03-08T00:43:07.730+08:00

I am badly missing Frank :( I hate to admit this but I am badly missing him.I'm actually too proud to admit this but I really do miss him.It's getting annoying...in a good way...because every morning every time I wake up all I think about is him. When I take a shower, eat breakfast, go to work, while working, before going to sleep.I miss him. But now he's gone...most probably dating someone....

Mia Ortiznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6999264.post-74262179367194336422009-03-05T15:59:00.006+08:002009-03-05T16:06:03.122+08:00

Because I am kind of bored even if I have a deadline for report and presentation tomorrow I tried this online FLAMES (Friends, Lover, Affection, Marriage, Enemy, Sister) game....(and also because I can't help it)I gave four names of guys namely: Frank, Navy Guy, Mr. Spidey, and Mr. C3.Here are the results of the FLAMES:Frank - MarriageNavy Guy - AffectionMr. Spidey - FriendsMr. C3 -

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This morning, while on my way to my client in Alabang, I saw a very beautiful rainbow. It was sooo big, I can't get my eyes off of it. It felt like I was looking at it for the first time. I can't get the smile off my face. I felt so grateful and thankful to God for creating that rainbow. The sight overwhelmed me. It has touched me so much that I almost cried. It is telling me that everything's

Mia Ortiznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6999264.post-69863176026057862009-03-02T15:37:00.003+08:002009-03-05T09:19:39.506+08:00

The road to transformationThe past years have been a roller coaster ride. I was extremely happy and I was extremely sad. Mostly sad because things didn't turned out the way I wanted it to be. Sad because I lost the people I love. I have changed in more ways than one and I don't think I could ever go back to the same person I used to be. I have transformed myself physically, cognitively and

Mia Ortiznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6999264.post-52482945614441849582009-03-02T13:06:00.005+08:002009-03-05T09:20:17.631+08:00

I don't know what got into the heads of these fathers but 2 of my friend's dad wanted me to either marry their son or become their girlfriend.Gay Friend GF: My dad said to me, why don't I marry you? He would be extremely happy if we did. I mean like we're friends. You're the only girl I'm willing to marry. But between the two of us, I'm the one who's going to wear the wedding gown.ME: Tell your

Mia Ortiznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6999264.post-81187962907932040952009-02-26T16:02:00.001+08:002009-03-05T09:21:01.451+08:00

A Cold and frosty morning there's not a lot to sayAbout the things caught in my mindAs the day was dawning my plane flew awayWith all the things caught in my mindAnd I wanna be there when you're...Coming downAnd I wanna be there when you hit the groundSo don't go away say what you sayBut say that you'll stayForever and a day...in the time of my lifeCos I need more time yes I need more timeJust to

Mia Ortiznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6999264.post-80537999740606752912009-02-26T14:28:00.004+08:002009-03-05T09:21:41.100+08:00

just got Erdinger beer from my boss...at 2 in the afternoon...makes a recommendation to take it with white sausage through text...while he was just about 5 steps (or less depends on how long your legs are) away from my table....to which i replied "this is going to be my first time to have German beer. thank you po!"...also through text.funny.i said "this is a sign!!!" (why the fuck do i

Mia Ortiznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6999264.post-6631399105034728202009-02-25T18:13:00.001+08:002009-03-05T09:22:18.615+08:00

i can taste the acid from the pit of my stomach.i must have misunderstood what you said for wanting something magical to happen. i misread those messages between the lines. i only read what i wanted to read and put everything else aside.melancholy creeping in.another failed attempt at love.(sigh)

Mia Ortiznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6999264.post-63274642741685523382009-02-25T10:09:00.005+08:002009-03-05T09:23:17.735+08:00

Ok my bad...the European program is still on! Yes!!!Lessons learned: 1. Do not over analyze2. Make no assumptions. 3. Ask for clarifications. 4. Always...always...always...give benefit of the doubt.at least i'm learning a lot.

Mia Ortiznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6999264.post-36982003321506877962009-02-17T20:25:00.005+08:002009-03-05T09:23:56.784+08:00

...and that concludes our European program.dont you hate it when they say you're exclusive but not really?they're just trying not to hurt your feelings too much...too much bullshit.i'd say bring it on! i value honesty more than politeness.i'm too old for bullshits.too old to have patience.on to the next!

Mia Ortiznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6999264.post-40350989447261858742009-02-10T20:38:00.001+08:002009-03-05T09:26:07.874+08:00

I was supposed to have a drinking session with my dad yesterday because it was his birthday. The first time he saw me drink beer or rather the first time we drank together was when rieko and her then bf aby was at our house and this was 2 years ago.I'm more comfortable drinking with my uncles and cousins. After all they were the ones who taught me to drink. I was high school that time and I was

Mia Ortiznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6999264.post-77144513776363747302009-02-10T09:17:00.002+08:002009-03-05T09:26:51.103+08:00

With things running around, I'm 100% convinced that I'm not, again, going to have a date on Valentines' day (sigh)....plus the fact that no one has asked me out on a date...well not straight forwardly.

Mia Ortiznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6999264.post-16020107268267942312009-02-05T19:06:00.001+08:002009-03-05T09:28:31.479+08:00

i've been called a nerd several times by several people. do i really look like and sound like a nerd??? (def.an unstylish, unattractive, or socially inept person; especially: one slavishly devoted to intellectual or academic pursuits - merriam-webster dictionary) excuse me...i don't dress unattractively sometimes lang...just because i understand a lot of things about blah blah and other work

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Fuck i dont know what I'm doing!!!The moment you realize that you are in love with someone is the time you find out that they are not really into you...and then seeing them flirting with another girl.Fuck I hate this!I really really really hate this.Where do I go from here now?I sooo fucking hate you!

Mia Ortiznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6999264.post-86581126596136193332009-02-02T12:33:00.002+08:002009-03-05T09:31:05.665+08:00

I don't know why some people (mostly people in their 40's or 50's) are so open and so comfortable relaying to me their issues, problems and whatever personal happenings they have in their lives. Not that I'm complaining...it is sometimes fun to engage in such conversations and their experiences adds to your wisdom and knowledge which you can use when you counsel people their age. Most of the time

Mia Ortiznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6999264.post-22842710324728520752009-01-14T14:38:00.003+08:002009-03-05T09:51:10.476+08:00

ang isa sa mga nakakainis at nakakabuwisit na parte sa isang pakikipagrelasyon ay ang unwanted longing at pagkakamiss sobra sa isang tao...ang pagiging atat na atat na siya ay masilayan mong muli...bwiset!!!!posible ba na mapunta kagad dun sa parteng kayo na...nagkakaalaman na kayo ng mga tunay na saloobin??? hindi yung ganitong pinaiisip ka pa ng matindi kung gusto ka ba nya talaga o baka

Mia Ortiznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6999264.post-42964683880281435292009-01-13T13:55:00.003+08:002009-03-08T00:40:26.863+08:00

it is very annoying that people ask you to read their minds when they learned you're a psychologist.do i look like i have a crystal ball on my hands?when i talk and ask questions...i am not "psychologizing" you...we're just having a discussion.

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Vanity and InsecuritiesWhy do you have to make so much effort to become beautiful? It is effortless for you to be beautiful. Use the extra energy to improve and develop the more important aspects of your life like your personality and spirituality.It is needless and senseless to attract a lot of people to validate that you are attractive. It shows insecurity if you NEED a lot of people's

Mia Ortiznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6999264.post-40003796541272570832008-11-28T03:51:00.001+08:002009-03-08T00:41:28.351+08:00

No, I'm not going to share or talk about what happened to me in the past 3 weeks or so. Past is past...let's just leave it at that....Yesterday, one of the impulsive decisions I made was book a flight online to Naga the first few days of January. I asked a few friends to join me but some were not available on those dates.Pag di pinaplano at pag biglaan mas natutuloy ang lakad.Exciting!!!! Bahala

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A CSR rating of 5...astig! Very good! And I thought we did not do well on this one kasi maraming bago....pero good job!Saan kaya tayo magdi-dinner this Thursday?

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