Missing you.

I am badly missing Frank :( I hate to admit this but I am badly missing him.

I'm actually too proud to admit this but I really do miss him.

It's getting annoying...in a good way...because every morning every time I wake up all I think about is him. When I take a shower, eat breakfast, go to work, while working, before going to sleep.

I miss him. But now he's gone...most probably dating someone....and it's most probably all my fault.

I should have expressed my feelings more...but I'm just too scared to show it. Hiding inside a tough exterior...pretending to be not affected...pretending that everything is ok when it's not ok.

...would it really make any difference if I did anything?