9.29.2009

today's my pessimistic apathetic mood

would you kill me if i told you that i'm not up for saving the world today?

i'm unmotivated and probably tired...tired of living this life...as if any of my past experiences or learnings would have made difference in anybody's life....as if i care if it did....tired of always having to learn.

if only i have 1 billion dollars today i would have resigned from my job and go to a place where people will not disturb me.

this is what the gods should probably feel like...oh im tired of doing this and that to puny humans...i'd rather fuck some god or do my beauty regimen and sleep for eternity.

us puny humans here go hunger, go into war go into whatever pathetic and chaotic things we can think of...not thinking most of the time of the consequences.

i'm even fed up with myself.

oh fuck how to end this?

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