it's where i'm at

created in year 2001

anyone here heard of that play before???

i'm living on that planet right now. dull, dark, and chaotic. its like living in a place where there is war going on and the sun's light never seem to penetrate because of the thick poisonous clouds hovering all over the place. the only light u can see are the burning woods. there were ashes surrounds the place, and dead bodies. never would imagine that there would still be life in that place.

but amidst the burning woods and thick ashes covering the whole land, life still exists. you would notice small crawling creatures that feed on a decaying body of a once lovely creature.

emptiness, that's what i see now. pathetic.

what creature could do such a thing??? only a soulless one would, only a creature who is also empty could because what has he got to lose??? nothing.

whenever he sees something beautiful like this planet is once was, he would immediately destroy it because he wants everybody to be like him, to feel what he feels, to be empty like he is. to be dark, dull and lifeless.

i'd like to be out of this place because i'm afraid i might be like him soulless, lifeless...

i think i'm beginning to be like him...

i'd like to embrace life but what if it doesn’t embrace me back??? what now??? what then??? It's better to be dead because you experience no pain. because you don’t give a damn on anything that is happening around u. because what's the use anyway you're already dead and u don’t feel.