:(

i just feel so sad today. i wanted to cry so bad but i can't.

i wanted to just stare blankly to whatever.

the weather and my health condition is uncooperative.

i wanted to go somewhere where either i can be alone or with friends to get him off of my mind.

he was never mine in the first place and so i should not be feeling this way but i feel really sad.

what should i do?