You

I have a confession to make. I still look in to your profile from time to time just to check how you are. I cant help it. Its like a secret addiction. I know its been what? 3-4 years since we last talked/saw each other. There have been efforts to get in touch with you again but somehow I cant get through.

You seem to be very happy and I am glad that you have found someone who can give you the happiness that I was not able to give you.

Sorry if I have been difficult. I just cant seem to explain to you what I thought of the past and how I feel, especially when you are in front of me. I can only say it through this way.

You are my greatest regret. You are my greatest failure. My greatest lost. And I dont think I will ever forget you.

It would have been easier if you were dead, because I know I can't physically have you.